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Over here at gallades.

Hung out with Navy Baby last night, and realized that I need to take a couple (thousand) steps back.  

We just dont fit together the way we are supposed to- The way we used to.

I feel like such a terrible human being.


Is it worse to break up with someone before Christmas or after Christmas?

♥ Bloody fucking dog pig black-livered bastard from hell. I hope his face gets put on a porcupine.

♥ Particularly enjoyed, at time, priest-turned-shagging-fuckwit story. Is always so enjoyable when other people behave badly. Feel, however, that founders of support group for victims of shagging priest (because "women who have relationships with priests have no one to turn to") are being rather partisan. What about others who have no one to turn to? Should surely also be support groups for women who have been victims of shagging Tory ministers, members of British national sporting teams who have slept with members of the Royal family, Romans Catholics clergy who have slept with celebrities or members of the Royal family, and celebrities who have slept with members of the public who have confessed their story to members of the Roman Catholic clergy who have then sold the story to the Sunday papers.

♥ "The worst you and Shaz could be accused of was breathtaking stupidity," he said. "You did very well in jail, I heard."

♥ If only could be like Mum and just have confidence in self and not worry what anyone else is thinking, but that is very hard when you know that someone else is thinking about you. They're thinking about how to kill you.

♥ 138 lbs, alcohol units 6, cigarettes 45, calories 5,732, chocolate tree decorations 132, cards sent - Oh, God, hell, beelzebub and all his subpoltergeists.

♥ Harry Christmas to my dearest, dearest Ken. I have so appreciated all your kindness this year. You are a wonderful, wonderful person, so strong, and clear-sighted and good with figures. Although we have had our ups and downs, it is so important not to hold on to resentment if one is to grow. I feel very close to0 you now, both as a professional, and as a man.

With real love,

Bridget.

♥ "What's that strange smell? What in the name of arse is that?"

I followed his gaze. Christmas tree in truth did not look as good as remembered. Had chopped off top and tried to trim rest into traditional triangular shape but now, in middle of room, was tall thin shorn thing with blunt edges like every bad cheap pretend tree from discount store.

~~Bridget Jones The Edge of Reason by Helen Fielding.

Is it bad that I have spent more on my cat for Crassmess™ than my husband?

In all fairness, the cat is easier to shop for and WAY cuter. ;)

The most dangerous thing a woman can say to you is, "I need you to hide some evidence."

Today it's just cigarettes, but I thought about my girl on the plane and wondered if the time will come when it's more than nicotine and sex in the shadows.

I have been bitchy to everyone the last few days just because I'm so stressed over everything.

I can't wait until I finally get to see my guy on Sunday, he is the only person who makes me happy right now.

I have Ideas and I'm trying to put together a budget and equipment for a short film I want to make (I should only need about 750 dollars, which is pretty good for filmmaking).

Does anybody have any old microphones or a light meter or even just a couple dollars they want to donate to my project? :{

Mammaw made it through surgery but she has infections and her kidneys are failing.

She's been sick for ages and nothing tells me she'll make it.

He knows west coast, lindy, foxtrot, waltz, tango, and a little salsa.

Let's get married right now, plz kthx.

"Hark! how the bells, sweet silver bells, all seem to say "throw cares away."

I feel too many things to truly express right now.

I get to have Aaron all to myself tomorrow.

I'm hoping for some serious cuddles and kisses. <3

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!

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In the last four months, my back has supremely fucked out, my uterus has decided that I can take its freedom but I cannot take its lining, and I've developed massive amounts of fatigue, body aches and snot.

I WANT A NEW BODY, THIS ONE'S FUCKED.

I'm meeting up with a bunch of my friends tomorrow night and I'm wicked excited.

During the day tomorrow I'll be baking and doing research and being incredibly in love with my Duckster.

The bicycle pint glasses came in the mail today!

So perfect!

I'm looking for any quotes concerning sleep or insomnia.Thanks!

And I come bearing a gift:

"So it all moves in the pageant toward the ending, it's own ending. Everywhere, imperceptibly or otherwise, things are passing, ending, going. And there will be other summers, other band concerts, but never this one, never again, never as now. Next year I will not be the self of this year now. And that is why I laugh at the transient, the ephemeral; laugh, while clutching, holding, tenderly, like a fool his toy, cracked glass, water through fingers. For all the writing, for all the invention of engines to express & convey & capture life, it is the living of it that is the gimmick. It goes by, and whatever dream you use to dope up the pains and hurts, it goes. Delude yourself about printed islands of permanence. You've only got so long to live. You're getting your dream. Things are working, blind forces, no personal spiritual beneficent ones except your own intelligence and the good will of a few other fools and fellow humans. So hit it while it's hot."
-----The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath